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Tuesday, May 28, 2013

No more memories between me & you

now 3.34 a.m and i'm still not sleeping...too much work to do...
i don't know why but my heart feel something strange...
what will happen hopefully everyone i love is always happy...

now i'm listen to music by ft island-severly..
why this song really suit my situation right now..


Letting you go without any expression, as if it's nothing -
I practiced doing that every day but it's still awkward
I also practiced how to secretly cry while smiling but
I feel like my trembling voice will give it away quickly
Loving is probably hundreds and thousands of times more difficult than breaking up
But I'm a fool that can't live without you - what do you want me to do?

Severely, I guess I loved you too severely
I don't even breath and I look around for you
I don't know when I'll be able to stop
Severely, I guess I loved you too severely
I think letting you go is more severe than dying

No matter how much it hurts, every day I practiced
Trying to get used to spending a day as if it's nothing
I don't think I can forget you anyway
Even if I'm sick with an incurable disease
I'm a fool that can't live without you - what do you want me to do?

If this was how it's going to be, I shouldn't have loved
When will I forget you?
Foolishly, I guess I loved you so foolishly
Because of you, I can't even dream of another love
I'm a fool that only knows you - what do you want me to do?

Severely, I guess we broke up so severely
What's so hard about saying goodbye that I can't even open my lips and am hesitating?
Severely, I guess we broke up so severely
You remain deeper than a scar in my heart so I can't erase you

p/s: what happen to me? why my eyes watery? huh..please stop this feeling..it's so hurt..


smile and be tough ida! WY, thanks for your smile,it give me strength
hopefully, one day i will meet you bro!

hatiku sudah menjadi kering! oh yeahh...

hahahaha...this entry tittle is so lame..but the truth is here...
my heart cannot accept any love from anyone for now...
i also don't know why...but thing just happen like that...
actually, we truly broke up today...
but, i not sad or anything...i'm just smiling...
so weird of me and i know this is not me...
my body, my heart, my soul is really tired...
all of this because of end the semester....
i don't fell anything..my heart tell me that u'r not important...
i'm sorry bro..thanks for your serve over this 5 year...
one thing i know, even though i don't cry today,
i will surely cry tomorrow....so tired being a women...

i just want you to know one thing,
i truly love you but everything just gone...
don't ask me why, coz i also don't know...
hopefully, you always happy and fine the great person!


p/s: i just love this person, but impossible for him to know me...
dream is always a dream